I read to escape from my negative surrounding?

I am 14, Eurasian living in Singapore. I have no BEST friend in school to tell all my problems to. My mum work till late at night and my relationship with her is not really close. She'd been living in Europe the whole time i was young and only return back to Singapore with my uncaring brothers when my father passed away and i was 11 then. I am currently living with them including my grandparents and uncle. Apart from my brothers and mum, my grandparents especially my grandma is caring but not enough from her for me to tell all of my problems to. We don't even eat together at mealtimes. I don't even own a room where i can hide! The room that was supposedly mine was taken by my mum and brothers. I mean, can't they rent a house or what? I NEED A ROOM, I'M 14!!!! I hate my life very very much. I know i should be grateful but i simply don't want to think of it that way, i mean what do i have?!?! I always read, don't get me wrong i am not a nerd but i kept reading and i don't feel like stopping at all. When i read, i feel that i am the person in the book, the person that is living a better teenage life in the US, a country i would love to visit and migrate to hopefully. When i stop reading, i think about my life and began to cry, be depressed and assume that i have nothing in he world especially since i am flunking in school except for English of which i am best at. I really really hate my life, no friends, no one to talk to about my problems and having uncaring brothers.. I just want a good average teenage life. Teenage phase is only once in a life time and now i am experiencing this? I might even go to hell when i die. WHAT DO I HAVE??